(Source: loveforfashion)
Oh boy
I haven’t gone on Tumblr. I miss gazing through inspiring pictures and perspectives over thoughts and major issues. I neeeeed a laptop soon. I want a mac book since I got use to one during the summer. And if I do get a new one, Ima take care of it & not download limewire or what so ever lol.
Well anyways, I think I’m done with tumblr. Moving to blog spot. I think tumblr is just tooo uhmm idk how to exactly explain it because there’s too many words I can explain it with but I wanna explain it with one. But I can’t. It’s too indescribable. But what I can say is that people need a be creative by their own style & thoughts. Not by plagiarizing others shit. it annoys me. It’s not cute at all. Yeah reblogging is different & I’m not talking bout reblogging . But yeah goodbye Tumblr. Hello Blogspot. My thoughts so don’t front.
Single?
I honestly hate it when people post up on their status or what so ever that their “Single”, from my perspective. Its like ok? Nobody gonn give a damm fuck! This ain’t no damm “Eharmony.com” I think of it as like your in desperate need for a guy/girl. Like man/women the fuck up and spit your game right, not through some lame ass site shit. Its blatantly, that you people don’t know what a real damm relationship is! This is my thought, don’t front.
Memories…
So every now and then, I check my memory box . A box where I save all my letters, books, passed work, A+ tests, emergency birthday cards, pictures etc. Anything you name it! Well today had to be one of the days I look through it.. And it gave me that feeling of “how I use to be so close to so many ppl back then” or “had many close friends” or just mushy feelings. But now it’s like ugh hardly have any or what so ever. But it’s all good things change.
I was looking through my friend Alex’s yearbook from my sophmore year. And I couldn’t stop laughing over what I wrote. Shit was jokes. I miss telling him in class out of nowhere “my boyfriend is cheating on me, anxiously” lol and “he’ll be like WTF put it down” & I’ll be like yea he hasn’t replied lmfaooo.
Okay another thing, I miss blogging. It’s been forever! I have no laptop. It sucks not having one cause I get on thru my phone. Lol
& I’ve been spending most of my summer at my old high school. Which I’m recieving an A in class and part if what were doin is an easy A. And this helps me catch up with my friends :) and boyfriend who I see mostly everyday now ! Haha Sucks how my dad is not letting me move back bt he said he’ll think bout it. So hopefully it’s a yes!
Insomnia.
Summer nights is finally hitting me. Im starting to stay up late; however, I don’t wanna get use to this schedule. I have summer school soon. And I have to wake up 2 hours earlier then I usually do.
SO earlier, I was telling my mom about when im gonna check out of my current school. She’s like where you moving to? im like UNI? nd she has enough balls to say “Says who”? I was like ME? And she started bitching. I honestly don’t care what they think. But im still moving. Im a parent to myself. No ones gonna upheaval my fucken plans.
As of right now im really confused. I really don’t know how to act most importantly be a perfect girlfriend. Is it really my fault? Not at all. Its yours. Im so fucken pissed. We always fight for little things. But whatever, lets see how this goes. But what really made my day was how my boyfriend called me something. Why can’t a relationship just stay at a constant spot? & Why is it really hard to trust the person you love again -__-
